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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Monday, May 21, 2007

oh man.
damn shit.
i really dno what to do.
dno what to say.
dno how shld i act.
dno EVERYTHING.
i don't even know what i am thinking!!!
i just know,
i don't like this to carry on,
to continue.
it's really tiring for both parties.
oh gosh.
i totally needs a listening ear.
someone who will LISTEN to me and give me ADVICE.
cux,
outsiders always has a clearer view.
have i done wrong?
should i do this?
should i do that?
should i give up a friendship just because u dun like it?
should i hurt my freinds again?
how do i feel abt them?
how do they feel abt me?
do they even care?

RAHHHHSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so totally getting insane.
brain about to explode soon.
feel like screaming out my lungs now.
who is there when i need someone to lean onto?
GREAT.
i feel stupid.

it's not your fault that u think too much.
honestly,
who isnt selfish.
but i can't believe u think that of me.
am i so untrustable??
GAWD.

aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
lol.
=.=
i really don't want this to affect your studies.
this is an impt year for you.
you can't afford to neglect your studies.
haish.

i don't know what's best for us.
i know soh ee and hou chiat have been listening to my troubles esp soh ee.
hope that this hasnt give you too much trouble.
cux,
soh ee also thinks ALOT.
LOL.


i can't think clearly now.
irrationally?
should just find a day and settle this stuff.

what's with de what if one day i ask u to choose between u and him thing.
oh mi god.
it's like putting me in a dilemma lars.
HOW CAN?!?


how can i fa xie out?
i don't wna have serious internal injuries.
i dno.



forgot what i wna say le.
=.=


but to YEE YEW.
yeah. i am angry with you.
direct enough le bahs.
=.=






ignore my crap if you want.